Of Cats, Food and Shit

today i have had the most crazy day. a flurry of emotions and ladida... my room mate's stupid kitten, as cute as it is, is just plain evil. don't get me wrong, i like animals, all. i admit, i prefer dogs... but cats i can bear. but this specific epitome of evil is really... argh! just to give you a vague idea, the little monster has chewed up my laptop box (has all the recovery driver cds and stuff), scratched my hands and arms, bites me, and pooped on my bed!!!! not once! but some freaking 3 times!!! wtf!!! going to drown the damn thing, if it wasn't so cute la...

ok, now to the nice part of my day... tried Itallianis today!!! woot! hahah! and i didn't have to pay for my meal!!! my dear rocks man! heheh! he ment to suprise me by taking me there, but some fella... you know who you are... blurted out nick's plan when i went to meet him in the student lounge... so yeah, we went there. but suuuuch goood shittttte... heheh! really good

we had a starter and a main course. the servings are huge man!!! but nice! heheh! they had this complementary bread and you eat it with olive oil and some sour black sauce... if anyone knows what it is, please tell me! the starter was a spinach and artichoke heart formaggio cheese something served with garlic bread. good stuff. the food was very fragrant!!! i think it was a good choice as a starter. got nick and i eager to eat something else.

our lunch was meatballs and spaghetti. ok, for those that haven't eaten there, the meatballs are HUGE!!! imagine a buffallo's balls... yeah that big! but then i doubt they use that. hahah! anyway, the spaghetti was soooo good. both of us shared the meal and honestly, it was enough to make both of us feel very full! the food was good, but then the thing that made me most taken to is the amount of herbs they used. i'm a person that loves to have lots of herbs in their spaghetti (obviously relevant ones la!) and the aroma was just lovely!

anyhow, the ambience in the restaurant was nice too. old music was piped in, polite waiters, nice decor. very pleasing, overall. i did notice however, as i was walking out, the chef picking his nose... the only thing i can say is that i don't plan to eat there anytime soon, so forget it la... hahah! if you're wondering how much our drinks amounted to? well, for me and nick, RM82.10, plus tax. so not bad la. heheh...

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Mad mad mad... (not furious...)

i don't know what to think of myself... i know that my site gets very little traffic, thus making it a little ok for me to let some things out... so basically, what's got my knickers in a twist is the small doubt about myself, that i just may not be as liked as i thought. i have friends, but the feeling's different from having close friends. i have a few that i can confide in and a few that are just purely for fun. but then there's something missing... i just don't know what.

i have a good relationship with my bf, though at times, i really want to kill him. i have a good relationship with my best friend, i know, no matter what, i can depend on her. i have good relationships with my uni classmates, i can hang out with them and really laugh and have fun. but other than that, i still feel like i have something out of place, especially when i hang out with my uni mates. there's a companionship that they have that i can't seem to acheive. could it be cos i spend nearly all my time with my bf? i seriously don't think so.

my bf, thanks to him, i have close friends in engineering, when i think about it, i'd like to have that many friends in biotech too. complaining about cellular structures and a mutated bacterium to an engineer is like explaining the formulas of thermodynamics to pure art student. they just stare blankly at me! but the thing is, spending so much time with them, i understand the concepts of engineering... sigh!

my best friend? i don't see much of her nowadays... don't ask me why. i think it may be due to our timetables being so different, or that we have just settled into uni, finding our own groups pf friends. a friendship as old as ours may be strong, but as with all strong things, its brittle is left unattended to. we both have our own lives, and i honestly can feel us drifting apart.... sigh! somehow, i don't feel the urgency i thought i would have felt if i knew we were drifting apart. its as if we both knew this would happen.

i'm going to end this on this low note... depressing to think about it la...